Jordan

So I was lying on my bed with my headphones wrapped around my foot thinking of what I should blog about. When five names struck me. So I decided that I was going to write something for each lovely person each day for the next five days.

Jordan dear. You are my other big sister. You have helped me, and so many others, with heaps of my problems even though if you are having trouble yourself.
You helped me through my issues eating and sleeping. And, like others, you have helped me through my self harming. And sometimes, your even like a second mother to me.
You words, they are so wise, meaningful, and helpful. When ever I think of you or talk to you I feel safe.
I don't deserve to be friends with you, but I am so glad I can be.
Jordan I love you so so much and I can't, not don't I actually can't imagine what my life would be like with out my other big sister.
Jordan, you are beautiful, infact one of the most beautiful people I know. Sometimes you don't belive that but honey it's true. Everyone around you can see that.
You have had days that you don't want to be called any of your names because you don't deserve them, but you were wrong. Those names deserve you I bet if Tanith ever met you, she would call you that same word she called Val, warrior.
I have trust isssues and I don't trust many people in the world but Jordan, you are the one of the top people I have and can trust.
You say the most inspirational words and are so easy to talk to. Like you said and I quote "We are a family" so sweetie I will always be there for you if you ever need it.You have been through hell and back but yet you keep on going and you refuse to go back there again. That Jordan is wonderful, and I look up too you for so many more wonderful things. Jordan sweetie, you are one of my idles.
Don't ever give up, I love you Jordan.
Be brave.